Last night I tossed and turned. He does not know I still think of him knowing he wont call, knowing he does not care knowing he is probably happy I am out of his life. He has not idea how miserable I am. How bad I hurt. I do not have many people I call a friend. I have many acquaintances though. It's so hard to going from someone I shared everything with to the dirt on their shoe. So disposable. Why, why why? I just do not understand why. I could understand if I treated him bad but I did not do it. Why do I always blame myself? I would love the answer to that question. Why am I so miserable?
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