annoyed

Here is what is really bugging me.  some of the students I go to class with are not getting this and I know this is me being mean but Its hard to pay attention and watch someone struggle.
The guy I always talk about has truly earned the ass of the year award in my mind.  I wish I had seen before because I feel like all he was looking for was a booty call.  I hate being so naive sometimes.  I honestly think this was a sign to me that most men are jerks, will always be jerks and to just keep on doing what I'm doing.  I feel like I am better off without them anyways.  I hope its like candy the less you have the less you need it.  so true colors came out and all about me came out in him.  I'm so sure he has moved onto the next victim and has smooth talked her too.  part of me wants to cry but part of me is like well whatever.  I have not choice but to move on no matter what feelings I still have.  I have to remember he threw me away like trash so I just have to pick up the pieces and move on.  I cant cry any more it does not solve or do anything for me except make the hurt and pain come back more intensely.