Saturday, October 19, 2013

lost

Why do I still have feelings.  Why do I still hurt?  Why doesn't he know how I feel.  Oh wait, how stupid of me its because he does not care.  Why do I still wait for him?  Because he does not have any idea how much he meant to me and I unlike him am unable to just turn my feelings off.  I wish things were different but I know Ill likely never hear from him again.  I cant keep trying to contact him because he will lose respect for me.  I feel so used and I feel like I have wasted me time.  I hate how I feel right now, used, rejected.  I wish I knew what I could have done so he would not have left me.  

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