So, I was stupid and decided to make contact to let him know that I was missing him well dumb move on my part. Here is the cold water in my face, he is an ass. He was so not worth my time what a waste of time I will never get back. I wish I could just stop the feelings but I cant. I feel the pain always. He had no idea that it tears me up in side for him to throw me away like that. I know it will be hard but I just cant respond anymore. I cant talk anymore. I'm so alone. I have no one. I hate my age, I hate dating and beginning to think all men are bad. I feel so stupid. I'm sure he is happy and laughs at me not knowing he broke my heart into a million pieces and he does not care either. I must go on no matter how hard it is for me. I just want to know what I did wrong. why does this always happen I give everything to end up with nothing but heart ache and pain and to be alone. One day I guess Ill be smart but not yet. I feel so used, so dumb and thrown away like yesterdays trash.
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