I wish I could forgot but I cant. Its hard, I am busy during the days but my thoughts often drift to him and he has not contacted me in two days. I know the phone works both ways but I guess its best to just wait. I wanted him so much more than he ever anticipated. I also did not thing I would fall this hard for him story of my life I guess. I will just say men are like accessories, cool but not needed. I wish I could make the pain go away. I wish I could make myself feel better but its just not working its when I'm alone and away from people I allow myself to cry. Like I mentioned before Karma is my best friend so I have to just wait. I cant change his feelings toward me or anything like that, I really wish I could but part of me does not think that would be good either. I hope one day maybe Ill find someone but that does not look promising. I want to text him just to say hello but the way I have been treated is it worth my time to be nice? I'm pretty sure Ill just get rejected. yet again and end up alone.
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